This wk is a fucking suay week.. dono why lol.. monday didnt hav training as mrben mr lim mr ong all not free.. than we go gym ourself n go hm... tuesday we played bbal i guess Oo.. abit forgot lols.. stm sorri T_T lols... wednesday went to sch , aft sch go change n go training.... dono y mr ong they all reach sch le but haven start training so we play on our own... until 4pm++ than mrlim asked us all to go to the spare rm... when all of us waiting outside , mr lim asked me n kian to go a side he gt thing tell us... than say gt bad news.... once i heard the bad news my heart realli broken.... suddenly a pain on my heart... he say tat we will be helping to guide the sec 1 n 2 n we r nt preparing for nex yr b'boys NZ.... i was stunned n heart broken... aft tat went in the rm to hear the breifing... me kian n some unactive boys and sec 2 sec 1 will be in a team.. which will participate in U14/16 youthcup , isibl... at first i was comforting myself becos meilian is a gd coach... but aft i play match wif them on that day i found out tat i could not communicate wif them at all... except kiansiang n ruijie.... i could not perform at all when playing wif them.... after our game , we sat outside n see the sec1 play... they was like playing primary sch full court bbal.. i see le oso pekchek.. shout at them ask them stop playing n get serious nobody cares.... thurs after sch go makan at admiralty n went hm get changed n play 1 game dota than eat le go sch play bbal at ard 7pm.. waisiong knocked until my face LOL.. orh ceh liao... 7.30pm mr lim came n start training.. quite fun? oO... made me miss the times training wif my team mates .... but quite du lan becos the hongkong guy keep walk here n thr dun1 to run... tats called effort??? said tat work hard after the season but in the end season over didnt giv us a chance to work hard immediately wanna start training for nex year... y ppl doesnt spare a thought for others??.. i thought tat u are always fair... in terms on commitment n effort during training... but u proved me wrong? oO... a guy who walk all the way can get in... JUZ because of the height n size? oO... tats fair? Oo... although heart broken... but i wanna prove them wrong... juz see me perform in isibl =D... i wun giv up basketball juz at my secondary sch age... LOL.. =D.. i still gt my brothers play wif me... NZ big F? play other competition same what.. can win medal can liao =D.. lol.. sorri to make my brothers worried.. im perfectly fine =D.. ps half dotaing... ltr they kan me feed LOL.. i btr go back =X.. bb =D